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Post by Lord of the Dance on Aug 19, 2006 20:03:32 GMT -5
I did chores again today. Joy.
Now I get to move furniture on top of doing laps in the pool for... a really long time. Heheh, I'm pretty tired.
Now I'm hungry. And my mom says we're having Shrimp Scampi, yummy.
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Post by Rackinac on Aug 19, 2006 20:46:42 GMT -5
My dad told me I'm to old for cartoons... *emo cry* D:
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Post by Teo on Aug 19, 2006 21:13:08 GMT -5
NOOOO!!! I shall ALWAYS watch cartoons! CARTOONS ARE FUNNY!!
...what's an emo cry...?
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Post by Rackinac on Aug 20, 2006 13:35:44 GMT -5
It means I'm emo and I'm crying. Emo means depressed. (: Now I have to watch cartoons in secret and change the channel quickly if someone is around. >>
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Post by Teo on Aug 20, 2006 14:02:45 GMT -5
Dream time!
Part1: Alright, I was in the supermarket... and I was Teo... so I could basically shapeshift anytime I want. So I wandered in the supermarket, and went by the fruit section where I took a plum and ate it without anyone knowing, and then took another, somehow split it in half, think that I should pay and put it in my pocket. I got a few peaches too and put those in my pocket and continued on. Then I found some chocolate bars...and a cookie... chocolate chip. I went to the register where I would actually buy my things, and told the guy I had actually eaten a plum earlier in the supermarket, so I'd have to pay for that too. But the guy refused my money, and said something about not stealing. But I was willing to pay for it. And now my cookie was squashed for some reason. He wanted to call security, but I decided it was better to grow two wings. Everyone froze, and I took my stuff and walked out, nibbling the rest of my cookie and retracting my wings.
Watch out for people who have wing-sockets in the back of their shirt...
Part2: Matrix kinda thing. Neo and Niobe were fighting on the top of a skycraper... and it was night. There was this little robot following me, but he died later :<. After watching Neo and Niobe fight, Niobe boarded some sort of bubble with a few seats... kinda like an air-van, and drove off, carrying me and two other girls wrapped up in a sheet... One was worrying that the other was naked, and the one being worried about said she had a bikini on. The worrying one said, "But that's like underwear" and the one being worried about said, "Aw who cares?" So on the way to destination in the bubble, Niobe got switched out by Ghost, and Neo fought Ghost while on the transpot. Neo was flying and coming back whenever Ghost hit him, but Ghost was able to keep him at bay. Me, the robot, and the two girls watched the fight before we made it to destination. So once we got there, we were on another skyscraper. We had passed over a highway and part of a city and we were back on a skyscraper. Ghost had now hit Neo so hard that he flew off the edge, barely able to hang on. As a death wish, Neo died sending a bolt of energy at us, and it hit the robot, sending some sort of human like lung flying. At least I think it was a lunch! It might have been his stomach or his heart, but it was moving, orange, and all slimy. Unfortunately, I don't know what happened after that...
Part3: If any of you know "The Smurfs", you'll know what I'm talking about. If you don't, then you're going to think I'm crazy. So I came in near the end of the adventure. An army of fake Smurfs had captured the real ones, but the real ones escaped and shrunk the fake ones, and now they were planning to eat them. So they all got in a line, but the real Smurfs wanted to know how to cook them. One says "boil" the other "fry", but their fate was to be transformed into different kinds of pasta. They got made into Spaggheti, tortellini, and a bunch of things. There were three red ones though, and they were made into ravioli. Interesting... but then my dream ended and I woke up.
Da End
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Post by Rackinac on Aug 20, 2006 14:15:21 GMT -5
The last dream scared me. ;~;
My dream now! Lots of cartoons so if you don't watch 'em, you'll get lost.
Anyway, it was a haunted house setting and there was Cosmo and Timmy there. Wanda was not included 'cause she's a nag. :< Then the wall burst open randomly and they kept on walking only for a BIG ghost snake thing was all like "RAWR! I eat j00!" And attacked. The the snake went Boom randomly and Cosmo and Timmy kept walking. The Danny randomly appeared and tried to scare them off, but Cosmo was being stupid and was all like. "Your that ghost, InvisoBill(Whoever came up with that name should be shot), right? Does that mean I can poke you and my arm will go through you? 8D" And he did so ticking Danny off due to his anger managment problem. >> Lots 'o bad words come in at this point and he dissapears. Cosmo and Timmy keep on going and then meet Gem and her and Cosmo talk about the pancake fairie. She hands Cosmo coffee and he drank it then the whole house went Boom. :)
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Post by Teo on Aug 20, 2006 14:39:07 GMT -5
Ha ha... the deadly effects of coffee plus the idiotic Cosmo...
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Chilaquiles
Yoshi
If you feel it, accept it~
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Post by Chilaquiles on Aug 20, 2006 19:48:28 GMT -5
Damnit! I can't get my friend to play Yoshi's Island! He just...doesn't want to. I keep telling him it's an awesome game and that he would love it it he liked any of the other Mario platformers, which he did, yet he still refuses to play it. Stubborn fool. He always comes up with some lame excuse like "Baby Mario is annoying when he cries.", which is true, but not annoying enough for you to not play the game AT ALL. D:
Yoshi is awesome, he just doesn't understand...
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Post by Teo on Aug 21, 2006 13:58:21 GMT -5
Aw snap, I wrote everything that happened yesterday here, and last nights dream, and it dissappeared... the undo button doesn't even work...
And now I don't feel like writing it again!!
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Post by teh yoshi on Aug 21, 2006 16:48:10 GMT -5
Now for the horrible news. Lately, I have not been feeling so well (it's a mental thing, I'm quite sure). I've been hating this Advanced Garde Manger class that I'm in, so that's kind of adding onto the pile of depression.
But with that aside, very importantly, my computer. No. My BRAND NEW computer is now broken, too. At first, I wanted to partition the C drive so that I can transfer all data from my old hard drive to the new one. But somehow, partitioning the C drive affected all partitions on the hard disk. My HP_RECOVERY drive somehow turned zombified and will not work anymore, as well as affecting the C drive, rendering the computer unbootable. In a frantic, I tried installing Windows 2000 and running Partition Magic, but somehow things got twisted up and it kept telling me the drive was partitioned with different geometry? Now some partitions don't work at all, and some unallocated space cannot be used for newly created partitions. I tried sending the computer back in hopes to get it replaced or something, but they told me they cannot accept it because the recovery system has been modified. Gah, I just wish I knew how to recover the recovery and get all partitions on the drive back in order. Not sure what Partition Magic was talking about, but... ergh, it's kind of depressing me that even purchasing a brand new computer isn't solving my whole computer dilemma at all. Now I have two broken computers sitting underneath my desk. All I really wanted was to just successfully get all my data from my old hard disk to my new one. Why is this so hard for me?
So yeah, I'm completely screwed, and have no means whatsoever of getting my computer fixed without forking over hundreds of dollars of more cash and getting it repaired from a computer store. This means MAJOR loss of morale as well as no way of getting anymore art in, which is a dire shame because I've never been in such a more artsy mood than ever before. I've been trying to make a lot of sketches and doodling up ideas for future pictures. Now absolutely everything will have to be on hault unless I get something fixed. Only if there's a way to completely wipe out all partitions on my new hard disk and create new ones (preferrably, with all the same geometry, whatever that means). Then, I could just install Windows, hopefully copying data from my old hard disk, then recover everything so I can make this new computer my own as I wait for the recovery CD to be mailed from HP.
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Also, in other, other news, starting this Saturday, I will be leaving for Las Vegas for the whole week, and will probably be in San Jose for the next three days after that, which means I won't return until Wednesday of next, next week. While I'm extremely excited to finally be able to return back home with my parents for a nice week as well as visiting old friends who are willing to drive up and visit me, I'm also worried because I may not be able to get this whole computer dilemma fixed in time. Because if I cannot get anything done before this Friday, it would mean no computer at all while I'm at home with my friends. I also plan on bringing home my old computer because it takes up space in my apartment. If that's the case, I'll be stuck with two broken computers for even longer, sitting here just waiting for something to happen, because this entire year so far, that's all I've ever been doing...
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Post by Teo on Aug 21, 2006 20:55:30 GMT -5
Alright, I'm going to re-write it... shorter... Yesterday, me and my family were invited to the neighbors for a barbecue. Also there was another family who also got invited. So everyone started to chat... and I swear, my brother has a fancy for that girl in their family. After about an hour, they went biking... alone... to an abandoned house... not to return till later. I was stuck with little John, a playful but annoying kid. We started off going scootering around the neighborhood, going down the street and giving each other warnings if we saw a car (never did see one actually). We soon put the scooters away and went climbing. I was a better climber though, and he couldn't go everywhere I was going Later, John and I played video games... and John left a lollipop wrapper on my floor, undid my bed, made a mess... UGH!! When I had enough, what else to do? There's a wooden halberd I keep behind the door for this kind of thing... and it did the trick quite well. We ended up going out to play hide-and-seek tag (they had to persuade me after messing up my room) with John, me, my 8 year old sister, and the neighbors. Whenever my sister counted, we applied a "cement" rule where we could only hide on cement. Ended up making a lot of rules. Then John had to go... and my brother was back with his companion and they left. It was also fun to watch the two fight... I think it was something about my brother hitting her with her sweatshirt, just for fun. She grabbed the sweatshirt and started hitting my brother, while my sis, John, and I were in the backround shouting: "FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT!" And my brother got SLAPPED XD. Then, with John gone, we continued to play hide and seek tag, but with my brother. After about an hour, the neighbors invited us to watch the Pink Panther... man that movie's good . The neighbors lent us the movie... how nice Last nights dream... Dreamt I had to go sky-diving with the rest of my school. School hasn't even started and I'm already feeling stressed? Bleh. Worse, the parachutes were just backpacks, and we had to go several thousand feet up. Nervous me was too worried about the bag slipping off or the parachute not opening... But there never was a jump, we proceeded to my house... which somehow was in the desert... and I was with only my dad. We were surrounded by dry plants and bushes. The terrain was hilly, with a lot of brown bushes and a good deal of sand. Soon, there was a fire! So while my dad did...something... I gathered all the water bottles I could and we dashed out of the house. We were actually running UP to where the fire was, and we saw the natives there trying to blow it out. Eventually, the fire went out then and there... and we lived happily ever after... I think. ~~~ Today I went with my brother too the pool. But man, there is WAY too much chlorine in there, and I forgot my goggles! My eyes were hurting... a lot... in fact, they still are. Had a hard time biking back to my house... so we took a break and had pizza somewhere along the way. Now I'm not hungry for dinner... YEAH
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Post by Rainbow Yoshi on Aug 21, 2006 20:58:53 GMT -5
Wow, Teh, I'm sorry that you're new computer's not working. But at least you'll have a good time while you're back with your family.
I was at my cousins' house yesterday and the day before, which was why I wasn't on during the weekend. I would have said something, but it sorta came unexpected. I had fun though. On Saturday I went to a party thing with them, and I got unlimited amounts of cotton candy and icees for free. =) Oh, and really salty popcorn too, but it was awful. And on Sunday we didn't do much, but it was still fun. We woke up and played all my multiplayer DS games with each other. I never lost to them, though, so I'm trying to train them. =P After a few hours of playing DS, we went to church. Then when we got back, we played in the sand behind their yard. It kinda sounds childish, but I liked it. I was building a mini town in a hole I had dug, and ended up accidently destroying the whole thing exactly 10 times. =) When we came inside, though, I had to go home.
Oh, and my mom's starting a preschool. She'll have a three year old calss and a four year old class. Her three year old class is already filled up, but her four year old class isn't quite. But, she said if she got at least eight people in her four year old class, she would get me wifi. =D It still needs four more people, but tomarrow two people are coming to check it out. If they decide to register their kids, then the class will only need two more people to reach eight, so I might actually get wifi soon. ^^ But I don't know if I'll get it before school. It starts on the 28th for me. And my mom will start her preschool on September 5th. I really hope I get it before school.
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Post by Lord of the Dance on Aug 21, 2006 22:00:35 GMT -5
I'm learning how to color using a computer now. I was playing video games with a friend last night, which means I didn't get to play the computer when I got home.
Eek, school is so tiring. I feel like I'm running on one half-dead double-A battery... In the mornings, I just want to curl up and die sometimes, I'm so exhausted. I'm really not getting enough sleep like this. :<
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Post by Teo on Aug 21, 2006 23:15:29 GMT -5
Oh bother, my summer ends in a day. Tommorrow I get my schedule, and then I have school...
I was supposed to skip the first day due to the results of a checkup, but the problem turned out to be nothing, so I think I'll be going. Vacation is fun, but I'm ready for school.
My step-brother has to be there at 8am since his name starts with A and he's one of the first to get his schedule. I don't have to be there till 9:15 XD.
And then I'll have to get up at 8... better go to sleep *gulp* on time tonight...
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Post by Brute on Aug 22, 2006 14:03:58 GMT -5
My first two days of classes were pretty cool. And today was my auditions for the university concert chorale and the chamber singers. My professor said that he like what he heard from me singing, so hopefully I'll get into a really good choir for the year. Yesterday my first class was at 8 in the morning. But the good thing is that I have like 2-3 hours inbetween classes so I just come back to my trailor and hang out. XD Today was kinda different cuz I had my first class at 9 then came my music audition, then my last class for today. So....yeah, had a good day today. ^^;
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Post by plebanshiren on Aug 23, 2006 3:37:12 GMT -5
well, good luck luck with it Brute ^^ Lets see, I got turned down for the job newspaper job I wanted (doing the comic strips in it) but, I have got my comics being published in the school magazine so yay! ^^, It's really nice to know that my comics are being recognised, especially as it was someone who barley notices me who reccomended I do the school comic. So that's made me feel a little bit happy. what else...oh yeh! My parents came back from Scotland (I was kinda hoping they'd of stayed up there XD )but they're back and they got me, this nice little crystal growing kit, plus a scttosih fossil (perhaps the legendary kilt wearing beast of the jurrasic ;D ). ..... aaand that's all that happened this week.....
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Post by Rackinac on Aug 23, 2006 17:58:24 GMT -5
*hugs Ple* Sorry 'bout the newspaper thing. ),: 'least it was reconized by the school. ^^
Lessee, I've been working on a comic with a friend latley which we hope may turn into a animation type thing. (pfffffft) Just a story about a girl named Torri (her character) that has a bunch of problems with fairytale creatures. She's a party animal and not the least bit shy. Her friend, Tom (my character) is ghost that haunts the house she lives in. He is shy but kinda cranky and a prankster. Then there's Torri's parents which is her mom who is very strict 'n stuffs and her crazy father. Her brother, Bruce, is a big mean werewolf. She has a pet dragon named Lucafeir and he is overprotective and a fun killer. ): Then there's that fairy who stalks them... and the merman Todd. And there's also the spirit of halloween Demora... I can go on forever. D:
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Post by contention on Aug 23, 2006 19:58:13 GMT -5
Friendship ------------------------------------------ As every hand is in thine own, may finger cross from 'nother bone "When we were friends When you were you, And what we did, Was what we do; And how we spoke, Though not in strife: But pennies for value Of average life. As we were two For two in each, I the edge And you the piece. Before in knowing, Knowledge to wrong; Twiddled back, In turnining song: When watching step Was but to seek, And not to worry Of rotting reek. When we were friends, And you were you, As past to present The old to new" ------------------------------------------ "When Men Are Men"As we are but our own men, when strides may travel that we yet to approach; there is a diffrence in each of us alone. Something that gives us value, an oppisite reaction; like that of a base, some element tossed onto the table. Only to give off to what surrounds, involuntary but inevitable. In that of communication, the effort of mankind to reign itself supreme; yet for what cost does a high altitude of respect in nature come? For centuries we have roamed, to where the dates become scribes, and the scribes become youths. Centuries pass, and in there wake we do not murmur, but find our own minds on the prowl. Each step leads us somewhere new, like the plant which grows in the gravel; odds are extreme, but passion is what drives. Our emotions, that balance between us all is the unity in melody; for while we may not connect in alliance, there shall always be logic behind ethics. Moment after moment, we are that of the sliding sun; from summit to hilltop, the rise and the collapse. However, we do not subside within ourselves after the fall; as our own race, stubborness is that of a part, the bone to the back. The will and need for survival dwells in each, knocked beneath our moral vanity. Such place to shroud intention and malice, covering it in what we are taught, exposed to, enlightened within. Yet even by our methods, as what we our, we fail to recognize ourselves and those to roam our roads. As every man is destined to trip, that in which they are gained of adoration, the ability to love and not forget. From object, material or not; to the sensation of physical touch: each is skewed right down the fine point. As mortals, our conscience can not be explained, only given theory and basics. Tis here that any Logos could form, an ability to interact by knowledge, the hypothesis of what we are. Where we come from, what we knew, who we were, stories we forget; where everything finds its home. Yet the key is missing, and the door remains barred, and to some, feverishly absent. It's by our want of knowledge, the emotional baggage, that we come to forget something that most importantly 'sguises our pains. Yet, the question as to who and what is a friend could be something more than just debatable; for the factors of our minds can create many solid answers. Of course, we have all lived through different experiences, our eyes may be open but pointed in directions that we can not fully explain. There may be spots of agreement here and there, yet no to men can dream the exact same image. Therefore, aligning ourselves in a correct posture would be near to impossible. To comprehend wording, the reader of any pact must come to understand that every man and all alone are featured with their own personal outlook on that of which exist around us. No two cogs can turn in the exact same direction as they touch, for that would never make the machine. While in some text, by some label, there could be a touch of “nodding heads”, there will never be full bounty over someone’s essence. Conflict and comparison is the oil to the product, to lubricate the engines and make it soar. No novel has ever gone without it; no slogan has avoided its corrupted insight. While we are “one”, it can not be dropped that we are as well our own. Each of us bred in some culture, formed by society, or dropped in the bowels of our peers. Wherever your feet may trudge, there are things you know that others do not; and vice versa in the same respect. What you think is usually inspired by your feelings, something that you alone have personal gained within your hands. It gives you that want to share it, to let it out, be amongst the seeds that sprout. Never be afraid to share your own ties, or suggest any label of conductivity in what is wished to mention. The following sections are but mere opinion, nothing more and nothing less: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "What is Friendship?"How can you tell when someone is a friend; to understand the essence of that question, you should comprehend the notation, at least the best to your ability, of love. To know love, you must trust your own self and the images that you illustrate in your mind. All around, when asking yourself what makes an "Ally", there are seperate levels that must be given gratitude before you can excel in what you wish to achieve. When you are able to ask a question, and find yourself falling upon even more; don't be discouraged, in fact that is actually a positive sign of your growth. For, as is stated by Philosophy; the only way to trully find what you are looking for is to ask yourself more than just the main heading. In every subject, no matter how hard you search; there is no solid reply that you can be given. Of course, simple things like names and places are easily accepted; but when you work on the "habits" of mankind, you'll find yourself wanting to bite on something bigger. Think of it like proposing a question in class to your teacher, merely on the material; while they may comment on what you say, there are a multiple of diffrent ways they can do this. Therefore, what you get might leave you content for the time being; but don't fail to recognize that there are many more "descriptive answers" to what you might be shooting for. Say for the likes of something we all have been taught in our lives, "The Scientific Method"; while it might sound heavily repeated in your lessons; you'll soon come to replenish as of why and for what. Everyday you use this, no matter where or how; from even the most menial of your task. Starting out with forming your "educated guess" of what you might be seeing, then working your way down the list. Every diffrent ledge gives you something new, and shows that in justice, the best way to make yourself stand on solid ground is to obtain a large space to work within. With this behind, the stalking phrase of "What is a friend" still haunts for reckoning; in order to fully stabilize comfort, you must break it down into levels. When searching for something so broad, we have to start somewhere thin; perhaps with a word that we all know more than anything. That of "Love" and the emotion it interacts itself within; by belief, there is one simple phrase that pretty much sums up how we seek our enjoyment of this "definition". It was once stated that, "Love is but a word, it's the emotion inside that counts," in truth, that can not be denied for a multiplitude of reasons and adaptations. One thing we mistake ourselves for today is using the word in what we do; for you have to come to know that it is but a part of the English language. When someone fits it into a sentence, it could either inflict the audience or confuse them; merely because most of society sees this word as an outlet for "Full relationship, physical and both emotional growth." However, do not hide yourself under that comment, merely because it does not work that way. Love can be seen at many angles in many gestures, the emotion is something we can feel toward anything. You might love the fact you've gotten an A on your test, or in essence of "Man", you might find yourself falling deeply head over hills for some material possesion. Thus meaning that the definition of love can not only restrict itself to "bodily urges and conscience breaking thoughts". In mention, you could as well find yourself loving a friend; which many seem to try to stick away from. Only because of the fear that their "Brethren" might take it in the wrong form. Yet, do not let yourself stumble in the perception of society's love. Keep heavily in mind that love is whatever you want it to be. While it might be unexplainable in our standards and vocabulary, only your own heart can agree with what you want. Never live a life feeling you are without it though, for such is but a complete misrepresentation of the word once more. Having a "Girlfriend or Boyfriend" is that of a "Highschool View" on the subject material, for it seems to be the culture of our age group. Even if you go without a partner, you are not abandoned from what love gives and pertains itself to. It's always in some form a bit of what you are, and a bit of what you enjoy doing and seeing. Perhaps with one stone out of the pack, the path is easier to follow upon, and due to such the objective of "Friendship" comes into a light. However, do not feel accomplished, merely because your own mind will seek out it's own answers. Therefore, nothing trully ever ends; it merely extends itself the more you dig inwards. As for Friendship, this is something that could go under any frame and still be diffrent by all means. As to how and why, well you are subject to finding yourself such morals. In a wound up conclusive search of agreements though, majority has always seen "Friendship" as a bond between one or more people. That of a grouping which you can find yourself in; sort of like drawing a "Graphic Web" where you branch off every like and dislike, connecting it with those around you. Your friends will usually share traits that you will be a part of, things that are acceptable in your own communication with the world relaxing around you. It's often been given, that Friendship is more than just many agreements between a pact of those around you. Similarities will often rise, things that the two parties can easily shake hands upon. When talking, you could find yourself covering subject a' fresh, many diffrent labels. In virture, this makes you feel like you have a place to belong; focusing on the fact that there is something who you can see eye to eye with. This is a phrase that can not be lost, merely because it speaks in mentions that majority can see. "Friends to see through the same eyes"; when you're with someone you care about, it seems that way. You might be off here and there, it's humanity; however, you'll always wind back up at the start, smiling over some subject that gets your heart roaring. It mayhap be some function that we do not know that forms this, and the same goes with a "Loving Relationship"; this could be stated as taking a new level in what a friend is. Yet many viewers have often noted that "Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Wife/Husband" Ties are at more of a loss for agreement than they do understand each other. This adds complexity to the means of love, for what attracts us to someone who we can not fully gain a picture for. Something in our hearts, thoughts, dreams, dellusions? While it may continue to go on, you could perhaps find your own wraveling end. This is when you start to enter sympathy, something that many of us have already explored. What you could remark on for being the "Mushy section of any book, play, movie, etc." While we might mock it in our culture, we should also intake the fact that we do it everyday with those that come around us. It could be explored that Friends are "Always there for you", on the basis that in units they are the only ones that feel connected to whom you are. In such, to have a loss of yourself it would be like losing a part of whom they are. For something everyone searches for in reality is that subject of belonging, only our friends can feed us this need and want. Yet, they don't do it out of the wrong, they do it for the same reasons we want to. Think of it like a story, of two lost souls winding up to find each other and fix the probelms that plague them. This is in ways how we as friends work; we search for someone, and find this person who can understand what you say just as much as they can take in what you have to. It gives you a home, like that "Sister or Brother" you never had, the one that doesn't gain envy upon their riddles. So while the famous line of "You complete me" might be abused in our cinemas, you have to come to chances with one thing; it's more than realistic. Friends do complete is, they are the edge of the ring; the part to connect the surface. Finding someone who can give you what you give them, is an equal trade; there is no wrongs. This is why you spend time with them, this is why you find yourself clinging, not wanting to fall off the wagon. For What? In fear of losing a piece of what makes you go, in fear of the track going off rail. Hence forth you gain the probelms that arise large and grouped in our lives; that of "Envy, Jealousy, Greed, Misinterpretation". Items that no one person means to do, but by the nature that we are born, they can not be avoided, only supressed below your heart and mind. "Corruption Eruption"Something no man can hide from himself, or from his thoughts; is knowing that at least once in your life; you've felt off in some way. As if you didn't belong, as if the tides have changed and you feel behind in what once was. That your friends have taken new armsides, moving to where they want to and how they want to. Yet, you can't come to trust your ever daunting fear; for in expression, you are absolutely never alone nor replaced in the minds of those around you. Even in yourself, as you gain new friends throughout your life, shall find what you are putting them within your mind. Everybody you know has their own unique ability, none are over the other, and none are under. It's hard to understand in the mind of Jealousy, a sin to our kind, as much as an unavoidable action we can't help but commit. Do not run into this wall though; if you supress and hide your worries from those who open themselves to you. The only thing you can do, is "Erupt" when you don't wish to; thus dishing out more probelms than you had to go with it. Think of it in certain means, when you don't tell people what's wrong, you start to pile brick upon brick; once that stack gets so high, gravity is going to pull it back down. It's like this in means of what we do, we continue to push away our secrets into the drawer; only coming to shout it all out at one moment. Don't dish your friends your hatred, but talk to them when you can find the right moment. They care about you, just as much as you would give all you could to them. Don't try to label your friends mind like a hierarchy; everyone works in diffrent ways, but you'll never be pushed aside or merely cast out of the circle. Once you do something to help another, you remain in thought. Heck, ask your parents who they knew as friends when they were younger. It still remains within their skulls, beating at the top of their "noggins". While it may not be so vivid, it's impossible in ways to merely drown your memories in maturity. Someone once said something that really hit a pinpoint of sense, found in the words of, "Don't misjudge your friends because of who they like to 'hang out' with". This is something that many of us do, while there might be someone we dislike; it becomes a pinnacle of regret when one you adores begins to put their mindset into them. But don't push your friends around because of this, while they might try to share their side of the ring with those around them; it's not right for you as a "friend" to tell them who to not see. While your advice might not get it's point, the true figure in life is to live by experience. Even we as a community know this, for our parents tell us many things to watch out for; but we don't really get the whole canvas until the walls start to peel down around us, piece by piece. When it's bare, gone black, and without what was; you might come to put your patience in what you go for, and listen to those who have wisdom over what you do. Therefore, let the film keep rolling; in time if your friend shall see what this "persons" true side is like, then they will in measure. But at times, those who "put intrest" into you might see it as a sign of envy or jealousy when you tell them who and want not to be a part of. Don't work that way, let people do what they see right. You can give your ideas, thoughts, and commentary; but don't expect always to get into the plot of soil. It takes a bit of hands on imitation to really get every sparkle and gleam where it belongs. To sum up what can send "Friendships" on the rocks is one mere article, don't let worry and dread build up inside of who you are. There are always people to talk to and confide in, in essence that is part of what a friend does. They want to know you're alright, just as much you want to know that they are alright. So make sure you share both ends of the ladder; don't just let them walk up their own, as you sit dangiling below. If you feel what you have to say is rude, you won't know until you try; if the person you are telling misunderstands what you mean. Lay it out for them, don't leave them in the dark to have to work through it on their own. A big part of losing a friend for the wrong reasons really works on not letting them understand you. You have to give what you get, you can't just worry and then get. Your friends will put time and patience in what you have, make sure that you will do your best to retrieve such for them. There is always an outlet for you to plug into, always that source of energy when the times are running low. You aren't alone on this Earth, nor will you ever be; for there is always going to be that someone out there to make you feel like you have your home, that your existance has some sort of soul. This place is never closed, and you're always welcome. Your friends hold out their hands, and no matter how many negative factors you go through; they won't break down. That's what makes a true friend, and that's how you'll learn.
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Post by Lord of the Dance on Aug 23, 2006 22:05:35 GMT -5
One of my teeth is coming out; my dentist will have to put another brace on it when the permanent tooth shows up. Harhar.
I got my braces tightened yesterday morning. I have springs on them now, and I talk with a slight lisp. I told my friend "Nesst time ith'll be gearsh, and I won'th be able to talk at all!"
And I burnt my finger in Science today. I was putting away the microscope at my table, and my finger touched a screw on the bottom. The whole tip of my finger was blistered before I even figured out what was going on :< It hurts.
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Post by Rackinac on Aug 24, 2006 16:31:49 GMT -5
Dream a dreamy dream! I had a dream with Gem as me. She was wearing a sweater in the summer.... anyway! She was in her room, which is just a blue room with a white carpet. She has a hamrock instead of a bed too. (I recall a lot of stuff in my dreams, deal with it) There was a TV and gamecube 'n stuff. She woke up and went outside, only for it to rain. Her neighbor's daughter, Taffy Duck(last names kill me) came by with an umbrella and they shared it. She was going to the mall so Gem desided to come along too. At the mall, Taffy went somewhere else while Gem went to the arcade. There she met Tigerlily Shark, or Marko's sister and they played games together like trying to see who can get a higher score. She desided to go eat and she met Auroara Penguin and Drake Dragon, man she knows everyone! So they ate together. They told jokes and talked. After a while she went home and the dream ended. D:
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