Signed Away...

[Sirghe]

In this head there were thoughts of fear, rejection and hate.
In this head there were feelings of dread, loss, and denial.
The two melded together, giving birth to a monster;
This truly horrible foe.
I tried to hide, again betraying myself to the beast,
The creature made of emotion.
I was approached by someone,
Someone who offered a way out...
I took it, and signed the dotted line.
My soul was sapped, draining me of the horrors, of this creature,
And I lived on... but was unaware of the danger ahead.
The beast returned, even stronger than before
Because I had come to terms with myself and who I was,
And now regreted my hiding.
But it's too late now, my soul is gone,
Sacrificed for those who love their freedom,
While I die a little inside each night.
What of my freedom?
The freedom to love and be loved?
The freedom to live how I want to live?
Well, I signed it away, only four more years to go.
My soul, my life, for everyone...signed away.

[contention]

Sirghe, one thing you always proved when you were around; was that when it came to writing: You always knew what you were doing. No matter how much you wanted to say, you were always able to get the words out that you felt. In those discussions, long back, you were full of much experience. You spoke of events, as if you knew them straight on; as if every ounce of your body had lived through the times. In fact, you were correct on all the motions you ever stated; not only does maturity grace your frame, but so much does it for wisdom and excellence. Not to long ago you started producing poetic forms; especially your last addition to the "Dream Writing" you had come up with. You spoke of things that humanity has always gone through, but you saw it through opened eyes. There is much in you Sirghe; a writer and an artist. Talk about skill, something you show everytime you make something. Be it a simple little sketch, to just a few commented words. Hearing from you, always makes everything feel a bit better; your hands were given the ability to work, to establish, and in ways: bring happiness about those that surround you. Never have you failed in showing that you can take on any task, and always come out on top. Regardless of it's difficulties, you succeed because you never give in; you know not the meaning to failure. You're success comes in every gesture, everything you do shines like a gem in the ashes of brimestone. You give so much, and you know more than you may recognize. That, and your character is shemxy; but we won't go there, that can just remain untouched. Regardless though Sirghe, you are an elite of the group; seeking things, and completing the circuits.

You did a most superb job on running Free-Verse in this article; many have a tough time going without a rhythm to follow. It's harder to go bare handed, and to come right off the tip of the mind. However, you proved them wrong; you showed that you have the capability to write with free hand, and to put down your emotions in lines and order. Even with this though, you produced something that is more than what spectacular can come to recognize. Your moral here is something that you alone understand fully; yet, you did bring out a side of the story that can be taken into mind. In essence, it has truths to it; as much as the justices that surround it. From this, it displays that you took your time on this; something that really matters when giving out a poem. These phrases give off pieces that make you, whom you happen to be Sirghe; the man that so many do adore. They speak for what you say, show what you have done, and because of that you have conquered the skill of writing. Keep giving these out buddy, you're a philosopher of your time and type; your hands can not be compared to another. For yours are to eloquent, perfect; none could amount to the pace that you do hold. You're the best of the best Sirghe, not only do you show it in what you do, but who you are as well.

We all do really miss you Sirghe, and everyone wishes you the best out there. We hope that everything goes according to plan, and that nothing shall come to give you any troubles. If we could, we'd give you all that we have; but here we have to remain. Know that you'll always be thought of by everyone who has met you and had the chance to spend time with you. You bring new meaning to what the words of friendship really stand for. You have a big heart, something so rare in these days. Even if it is hard to find, you show it about like none other; letting all hear and know that there is good that does exist. Sirghe, you little cat hybrid you; you've proven yourself time and time again, and you've never dropped the sceptor. Keep it up, keep going ahead, always push forward.

[Sirghe]

Thanks Conte, your words actually made me cry this time.. (seriously)
I appreciate the kind words and the support of everyone here, thanks again.