Hate is Such a Weak Word

[Rackinac]

I want to be the hero.
I want to help out.
But that voice in my head,
Is giving me doubt.

He shouts angerly at friends
It was only a mistake
But I truly wonder
How much I can take?

I am nearing the breaking point
Sick of being misused.
After everything I done,
And they just be rude.

I put up with their mind games,
Put up with their lie.
Sometimes I wonder,
Why don't they just die.

But I don't want to hate.
I just want to love.
But the last thing I need
Is one little shove.

I'm sick of helping
Sick of putting up with them.
Sick of the life they have
They're driving me over the brim.

There's that voice in my head
'You know you want to' it taunts.
A smile a sly smile.
Yes, yes I want to, but I won't.

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Meh, mixed feeling. You ever want to hurt someone, real bad because you do everything in your power to just help while they just toss you around like some rag doll. But you really don't want to hurt them in anyway, shape or form, so you just ignore them and let treat you like that. It sucks, it sucks a lot. I have to do that a lot, and trust me, when they talk to me, I can think of a million insults but shut my trap.
Oh, and sorry if it doesn't flow well. I usually don't ryme my poems a lot, acually. It's and A, B, C, B sceme 'cept at the end, which isn't meant to ryme at all.

[Lord of the Dance]

I noticed a few grammatical errors, but it doesn't change the flow.
As you said, it didn't rhyme in some parts. In most of the poem, it did, though. You might just want to stick with one or the other next time.
The flow of the poem was kind of choppy in some parts, but was otherwise nice.

The theme of your poem is good, and you expressed your thoughts extremely well. Great job.